Some helpful good reads:

https://tollelege.wordpress.com/2017/06/05/you-can-make-him-do-nothing-at-all-for-long-periods-by-c-s-lewis/

https://tollelege.wordpress.com/2007/11/29/the-simple-tragic-fact-by-francis-schaeffer/

https://tollelege.wordpress.com/2018/05/05/from-this-evil-good-lord-deliver-us-by-charles-spurgeon/