Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us. - Romans 5

Sunday, June 29, 2014


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Thursday, June 26, 2014

I don't know.

I don't know why, but Hunter X Hunter episode 135 was one of the most beautiful moments I've ever watched. There is something mysterious and elegant about that episode, the last moments of Meruem and Komugi playing their last games of gungi, some form of shogi and go mix.

Their dialogue. So...soothing. So...sad.

How the most powerful creature in the world can be reduced to someone so caring, so desperate, so gentle.

To be called by someone you hold dear, that is something.


Monday, June 16, 2014

Worship and Pizza

Making music and singing all of worship doesn't make sense. It's like calling dinner = pizza night, even when you aren't eating pizza. Don't get me wrong, I like pizza, just like I like singing and making music to God to glorify Him, but that is not the whole picture of worship at all. Too much pizza will make you sick and does not make for a balanced and healthy diet. So in the same way, our worship should be balanced and healthy as well.

When I hear "lets worship" in church, it almost always means singing and music. But let us stand back a little. Where is worship even defined? It is all defined in the Bible right? Where does the Bible ever equate music and singing as worship? There is never a direct 1-to-1 correlation ever mentioned in the Bible at all, at least I haven't found one and I've looked pretty hard (http://www.openbible.info/topics/singing). Whenever music and singing is mentioned, whether it is David singing in the Psalms or playing with his lyre, the Israelites singing after a victory, angels making music with heavenly instruments, or when Paul and Silas bust out of prison with their voices (Acts 16:16-40), in ALL of these cases the Bible uses the word praise

Now praise is a form of worship (http://www.gotquestions.org/difference-praise-worship.html), and it is a form that is intertwined with beauty and creation (God created humans with voices to sing and intelligence to craft instruments that make beautiful sounds correlating to natural harmonics and overtones), and we definitely ought to praise God. But it isn't the only form of worship out there, and we shouldn't call it as such. Again, dinner shouldn't be called pizza night (unless you are a TMNT) nor should you only eat pizza. That is why back in the day, musical worship was called singspiration, because you sing and...get inspired (I guess). Another pastor called it pre-worship, explaining that worship is everything that comes afterwards. Many churches and services are starting to call worship team as praise team (worship team leaders as praise team leaders). Actually, a few churches are going a step further and calling the pastor the worship team leader, because well...isn't that the truth? Heck, the entire congregation should be called the worship team, instead of just a group of people at the front, because that's what Church means.

I always stress this, but our entire lives ought to be a continuous act of worship (Romans 12:1). Our prayers are a form of worship (Matthew 6:9-13). Reading the Word and living out the Gospel are forms of worship (Colossians 3:14-17). Listening to a sermon is also a form of worship (Colossians 3:14-17). Helping the poor, giving to the needy, encouraging our brothers and sisters, and preaching the good news to non-believers are all forms of worship (too many verses). Even eating food can be worship (1 Cor. 10:31). Anything and everything that we do that glorifies God and recognizes Him as sovereign can be called worship.

I write this blog post because I'm just sincerely worried. I worry that the epidemic of Biblical illiteracy is just gonna get worse. I worry that the average Christian is spending more time in musical worship than all other forms of worship combined. I'm worried because I've heard people are suggesting to eliminate sermons (as if teaching wasn't also worship) to increase more musical worship time in church. Should I be worried?

Sing to the LORD, all the earth; proclaim his salvation day after day.  Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous deeds among all peoples.  For great is the LORD and most worthy of praise; he is to be feared above all gods.  For all the gods of the nations are idols, but the LORD made the heavens.  Splendor and majesty are before him; strength and joy in his dwelling place.  Ascribe to the LORD, O families of nations, ascribe to the LORD glory and strength,  ascribe to the LORD the glory due his name. Bring an offering and come before him; worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness.  Tremble before him, all the earth! The world is firmly established; it cannot be moved.  Let the heavens rejoice, let the earth be glad; let them say among the nations, "The LORD reigns!" - 1 Chronicles 16:23-31

More resources:
http://churchworksmedia.com/blog/13807401/idolizing-worship
http://www.intervarsity.org/blog/worship-pleases-god
http://ctkblog.com/2013/12/05/why-switchfoot-wont-sing-christian-songs/
http://www.laughyourway.com/blog/attention-all-worship-leaders-musicians-and-singers/
http://vimeo.com/25055177
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcVt7M9Ofik - Chris Tomlin on Worship 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBD0r4AO_GI - Mark Driscoll on Worship
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdwCFuj40VY - More Mark Driscoll on Worship
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuYoVjp33zk - Worship montage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGqlgWxoFCA - Another Worship montage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7KeeM9lcgE - Francis Chan on Worship
http://thegospelcoalition.org/blogs/tgcworship/2013/10/11/what-is-worship/
http://www.gotquestions.org/true-worship.html 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJshg1uFKhg - Tim Keller on Worship

Saturday, June 14, 2014

http://atomictree.tumblr.com/post/81273258524/3-30-14-the-false-community

Hmmm...
What is a difference between deciding not to date a girl you are attracted to (because of her physical beauty, personality, maturity, and kindness) because she isn't a Christian, and deciding to date someone because you are attracted by their love for God?

This is what I tell myself whenever I see a pretty (asian) girl walk by on the street.
"You are the harbor for my soul" - Tigana

Going to have to remember that one. Though the soul may wander through life, through bliss and troubles, there must always be a place where it may call home.

Monday, June 9, 2014

Maturity

There are 4 kinds of maturity that I have found.

Physical Maturity:
Puberty...enough said. You can look up the growth hormones if you are more interested in this subject.

Emotional Maturity:
This is the realization that we have feelings, and these feelings are very powerful in our lives. They give our actions and our situations meaning. When a loved one die, we are exposed to grief and sadness. When someone attacks your or takes away your stuff, we get angry. When we see someone of the opposite sex who matches our own definition of beauty and grace, we swoon over with romantic feelings (probably lust or the "in love" stuff...which is basically more hormones). To become more mature in this aspect, we learn to control our feelings. We do not let ourselves become overcome with grief, which leads to depression. We do not let our romantic feelings consume us, leading us to hurt others. We do not let our anger boil over to rage and violence, which marks us as animals and oversteps many social and moral boundaries.

Having full control over our feelings allows us to fully enjoy them in the moments, and employ them in our lives for maximum effect without becoming slaves to them. It is also the ability to act fast and take control/command in dire situations.

Social/cultural Maturity:
The first example I think of is one of a child soldier. A kid who is no longer a kid. The 8 year old who was kidnapped, forced to kill his parents, forced to kill other parents, forced to kidnap and enslave other children to become soldiers. These children have been robbed of their childhood and its fun, and thrust into the 'real world' a little too early.

In a more American culture, we think of it as getting an education, building a career, having a reputation in the community, owning a house and car, pursuing hobbies established by culture as "acceptable for adults." It means having a secure bank account and social standing. It also means having a wonderful family and taking good care of them. It looks down on childish things, like staying in your parent's basement playing WoW or LOL/Dota. Back in the day, it meant 12 year old boys became men, 12 year old girls could get married.

The first instance of this in our lives is that moment in our childhood that we realize that the world doesn't revolve around us. We are not any more special than other people. We cannot be the hero we perceive ourselves in our daydreams. Our dad cannot kick every other dad's butt. We need to have realistic dreams and goals. We also realize that people are not made equal. We will all have our strengths and weaknesses, and society determines which strengths are better, and which weaknesses are more pitiful. It is when we understand that the world is truly cruel and unyielding, and we are going to have to work for everything we have in our lives. There is no such thing as entitlement.

Another part comes with age aka experience. Knowing when to act and when not to act. Knowing what is truly important in life and what isn't. Knowing when to take responsibility and how to execute it.

Spiritual Maturity:
Luke 8:14 - People who worry or focus on life's pleasures and riches cannot mature.

1 Corinthians 2:6, Colossians 1:28 - People with wisdom grow more mature. (See James 3 on the difference of spiritual wisdom and earthly wisdom; Proverbs)

Ephesians 4:13, 2 Peter 3:18, 1 Peter 2:2, Matthew 4:4- Learning more and more about Christ (which should be primarily done through scripture...Bible literacy).

Ephesians 3:15 - Learning to speak in Love (and learning more about Christ's headship).

Philippians 3:15 - Following Paul's example and teachings, as well as our elders.

Colossians 4:12 - Knowing God's will and be firm in faith.

Hebrews 5:14 - Knowing the difference between good and evil.

James 1:4 - Persevering through trials and have patience.

Ephesians 4 - Being one with the church, making peace and unity. Finding our calling through the Holy Spirit. To have love and truth for our brothers and sisters.

Hebrews 6:1-2 - Having faith and avoiding sin. Full understanding of the Gospel.

Philippians 1:15 - Preaching out of love for our brothers and sisters and their growth, not out of envy or competition.

1 Timothy 3:6, 2 Corinthians 2:7 - Humility (I am sure there are many more verses for this).

Philippians 3:12-14 - Continuation of the desire to grow.

Romans 12:1-2 - Do not be conformed to the world. Our entire lives is an act of worship. God's will.

Note that I am hardly someone who has the right to talk about maturity, nor am I fully mature in any of these aspects (need to lose weight).

Edit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLWRLjJe0hs (this guy is like the Bill Nye of Christianity)

Romans 12:1-2
Romans 12:1-2

Thursday, June 5, 2014

"I don’t mean to judge… or criticize… like…………………. it’s their FB they can do what they want, but it seems a little eerie to me that my old pastors who would post up bible verses and encouragements from time to time on their FB now only post about their marriage life ever since they got married and what they do with their wives and their vacations and their pregnancies….idk I feel off about it" - JK

Wow, after I read this, I started noticing this trend too. Somehow I have managed to become fb friends with an entire class of seminary students, now most of them pastors or interns somewhere. I guess this can also apply to all IV staff I used to know too (fb friends with 30+ of them).

I think yeah, they are allowed to be normal humans and show off a little what God has blessed them with in their lives, but I cannot deny that somewhere along that life they probably had a heart shift. Maybe its focusing on their attention from the people they shepherd to the growing family that God has provided them now. After a lot of reading and sermons (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veRrjNNZwlU, Fit to be Tied by Bill Hybels, 1 Timothy 3:12 as examples), I now know that pastors need to provide and love their wives and family before the congregation, so maybe the pictures are stemming from this duty.

Still, the shift should never be 100% this to 100% that. Balance is key to a healthy spiritual Christian. Just like we need to balance our view of the sovereignty of God, between a loving God and a just God, these leaders in the local-community-that-is church (my definition, so it encompasses everyone, not just professional roles) need to balance their own personal lives with the lives of the church as a whole. Don't make me bring up C.S. Lewis's individualism vs. collectivism illustration (for those who don't know, the short answer is balance between the two, falling to either side means we've entered Satan's traps). So in short, when you see this dramatic shift in use of social media, which can be used for God's glory, you realized that there got to be some kind of selfishness (aka idolatry of self) underlying it all. Even a little. That's why it makes brothers and sisters feel off.

Responsibility for the church should never fall onto one person, not even the pastor. I think as their brothers and sisters, as their accountability partners, as their sheep in the congregation, we can gently remind them that they used to encourage us through the Word or snippets of wisdom or testimony, and that we would like to see that again. They are also going to need encouragement from us too.

We all need a little reminder that we love God and our entire lives are about worshiping Him.